Uh. Hi everyone. I’m Lynn and I’ve finally decided to uh.. well, ask tumblr for help. I’m moving out of a very abusive environment, but I think I’ve got most of that covered - however, doing so is going to leave me without enough money to pay for my HRT, at least for the first few months and probably longer.
If you’re trans, you might already know what kind of hell it is to see yourself finally become something you’re physically proud of - whether or not other people thought you already were beautiful, being able to finally see and feel it in the mirror is possibly one of the most joyous experiences someone can have. It just feels right, after decades of feeling wrong. And then, if you have to stop taking them, you can see and feel all the changes revert. Its horrible, depressing beyond belief, and I actually end up covering my mirrors most of the time now that I’m off of it again.
I’ve been on and off of HRT for 3 years now, only on it steadily for maybe half of that time.. and thats a generous estimate.
Someone was nice enough to get me spiro about a month ago, but its nearly gone now. No insurance means I have to self medicate, and while dangerous, I have zero other options. It also means its expensive as hell. (45-50$ for 100 tabs of spiro 100, and most of us take 1 or 2 a day. I take 2, which means one bottle lasts about a month and a half)
if you’d like to help with this, 100% of any donations will be spent on hormone meds immediately. Hopefully I’ll actually be able to stock up on bottles and then won’t have to worry about the bi-monthly fear of needing to wait 3-4 weeks for delivery.
you can contact my inbox if you want, or you can donate directly here!
just be aware that my anonymous is currently off. and if you can’t help, just signal boost maybe??
(also i build computers and after the move, would be glad to create one for cost of parts + the price of one bottle of spiro! but for the moment, commissions are closed due to stress and home stability)